Back to the Great Lakes State.

Back by popular demand (My Sister in Law) I shall post a Blog.

"I'm from Here" Proceed to point to you palm in the general area of your hometown.

There is so much stuff going on in my life I don't even know where to begin. I guess the first and most important is I will be furthering my career by moving to Michigan to be an Account Executive for Dell. I plan on staying there 12-18 months so I am able to come back to Dell in higher role internally in Austin. I am confident that this is the right move but I'm not going to lie...It's Scary.
1.) Brad (the boyfriend) and I will be doing the dreaded LONG DISTANCE relationship.

2.) Michigan's economy isn't the strongest.

3.) I will be paying a mortgage and rent.

And that is just the tip of the iceberg. Brad and I were talking last night. (please note this isn't easy for him but he is trying) And I think this explains our mentalities to a tee. To me... This is a challenge. How am I going to make this work? How am I going to be the BEST at this? What do I need to do in order make myself successful? Brad ... this is an obstacle. His brain thinks like this. How do I avoid this? Can I just go around it? Do I really have to face this head on? Isn't there a way I can ignore this and it will go away?

I love my boyfriend. There should be no doubt about that. I love that he likes where he is in life (although I push him to go one step farther at every chance.) I love that sometimes he fears change (because in some cases it works out in my best interest.) I LOVE the sense of humor he address these "obstacles" in (because my brothers got the humor) but I ADORE the support he gives me when I am not as strong as I should be (that's right I question my abilities sometimes.) And it makes me laugh when we have to reverse roles because he has a little break down (and gets a little nervous about all the steps we have to take to make this happen.)

And with that I feel like we make a pretty good team. Currently I am doing 2 jobs and working towards my 2 week training in Austin and 1 week training in St. Petersburg.

I think My lil Boingerhead was on to something. I think this will help with my journey..."Vocalizing" my trials and tribulations may be quite therapeutic.